New Mexico

I was in Santa Cruz with Shayna and Erin. They had both signed up for a weekend-long camping trip in New Mexico. I felt like I wanted to go but I was kind of afraid of being away for so long. I finnally agreed to go. Erin and I got there and Shayna was already there because she had driven herself. I wandered off by myself to see what the land was like. It was a dense redwood forest, completely pristine; in the dream it reminded me of Humboldt. After walking around I told Erin that it was really beautiful here but I was surprised this was the way it looked. I kept getting random feelings of fear virging on panic. I felt very disconnected, and my cell phone didn't work. I knew that I couldn't call Theo. I tried to keep my mind on what we were doing because I knew we would have fun.