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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Anaheim

I was on a greyhound bus. We stopped at a station and were waiting for this lady to get on the bus. She looked like Julia Roberts, and insisted that she take a shower first. So we waited for her, and when she came out she ran into the bus driver's arms and they hugged liked they hadn't seen each other in years. I realized that she was the driver's wife, and I was very happy for them.
I was on another ISV trip that began in Anaheim. I was thinking about how how I was going to be spending all this time very near to Justin but I wouldn't get to see him. That really bothered me and made me want to quit the whole trip.
Before we got to the hostel we stopped at Safeway to buy groceries for the next few days. Just as we started shopping they began turninng off all the lights in the store. Everyone was bummed, but our leaders said we could just come back tomarow.
I was riding in the car and imagining a scenario where I asked Justin to come up to my room with me. I then realized that I was probably going to share a room with someone, and imagined Erin sitting on a bed. I imagined him coming over to visit me sometimes, and realized that he worked most nights.
We got back to the hostel and Justin was somehow with me now. He was showing me pictures of a mansion and I asked if that was his mom's house. He said no, and told me what it actually was. We went up to my room. Justin asked me why I hadn't gone out to the club with everyone else. I told him I wasn't really in to dancing and that I'ld rather stay here. Justin layed down on the floor with his head propped in his hand, and I sat cross-legged as he was telling me about a trip he would be taking for the next three weeks. He said he was going to New Mexico, Colorado, and Nevada. I told him that it made me feel better he would be gone all this time since I have to be in Anaheim. Then we started talking about each other and Justin asked me why I was so quiet for such a long time. I told him that for a while after I realized I was attracted to him I got really intimidated when I was around him and Brian. I explained that part of it was that I felt like they were more intelligent than me, and another part of it was that he and Brian were close and I felt like the things I did might be discussed between them later on. And part of it was just that I really liked Justin and was hyper-sensitive to making myself look stupid. I started talking about how I didn't want to be so reserved and I would make a point of reminding myself not to worry about it so much but when I was with them I would just get quiet again. Justin was laughing as he listened to this, and so was I, in the dream I felt very relieved and relaxed. During our conversation we had sat closer to each other and would occasionally casually touch each other's arms or hands. I moved over to Justin and layed down next to him. He said he wanted to kiss me, and moved all my hair (which was long again) out of my face and did. We kissed for a while, and then sat around talking about nothing for a while. It was morning now and I left the room to get ready.
Some of the people from my group were back now and all the girls were rushing around the bathroom. I washed my face with a huge smile and brushed my teeth. The walls in the bathroom were painted bright blue and the lights were very soft, making everyone else's faces blurry. I hardly even noticed their presence.

3 Comments:

Blogger Justin said...

That's hot.
Sorry, that's the worst comment I've ever written.

January 19, 2007 6:34 PM  
Blogger Briggity Brak said...

i like it.

January 20, 2007 2:20 AM  
Blogger Justin said...

Why am I not surprised?

January 20, 2007 5:52 AM  

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